It was 3 weeks ago this afternoon that a light in our lives was dimmed and a voice of love and compassion temporarily silenced. It is impossible to express the desolation in our hearts each day as we wake to this painful reality.
But we have hope. Three weeks ago nurses asked if Courtney would want to donate her organs. Today those same nurses speak to Courtney knowing she can hear what they say.
Three weeks ago doctors were fighting to save her life and stop the bleeding and swelling in her brain - today they move methodically, resolving one medical problem after another, all with the goal of getting Courtney to rehab where she will have the greatest chance for a full recovery.
Anyone who works with me can tell you that Courtney will call me several times throughout each day. They can also tell you that I will always answer the call even if it is to say "is everything okay? can I call you back?". She's never to happy about being put off. 'Okay' she'll say 'but don't forget'. As though I could forget. It is her voice that I miss the most.
As I dress to go out somewhere she'll often say 'oh Di - what are you thinking about?!- we need to go back upstairs and find you a new outfit!' My fashion consultant!
And her compassion - the time I lost not one but two cell phones and she was the voice of reason saying 'Di, I think this is God's way of telling you to slow down.'
I think of the times when the girls would all be home from school and that within minutes of them being together I could hear screams of laughter coming from their room. Courtney would say something outrageous that would send Katy and Claudia into fits of laughter. Today I am grateful for having appreciated every one of those moments and I pray for many, many more to come.
I share these thoughts with all of you so that you can know our Courtney a little better and know that the support and prayers we receive each day are sustaining us through this trial that no parent should ever know. Know that we feel your love and compassion.
"May your unfailing love be my comfort according to your promise." ps 119:76
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Beautiful stories about a beautiful girl. I watched Courtney's favorite Christmas show last night - Jim Carey's version of How The Grinch Stole Christmas. The little girl - Cindy Lo reminded me of Courtney. Always sees the good in everyone no matter what. We continue to pray for her full recovery and for all of you.
Much love - The Murphys
Diane,
You are an amazing person and a wonderful parent. You know that we who read this blog try and put ourselves in your shoes and wonder "would we ever be able to be the parents that Diane and Craig are, if we were ever in their shoes." I think not - you and Craig, Katy and Claudia are a most unique family and stand as an example for the rest of us. You help to set our minds straight and remind us of what is truly important - faith in God, and love of family and friends. My prayers are with all of you morning, noon and night.
God Bless,
Cathy
This post is so point on about Courtney. I can't help but smile from all the memories of Courtney doing exactly what you mentioned.
Love,
Juney
Diane,
I told you several weeks ago that you were an amazing person and you were somewhat embarrassed; now everyone can see the person I see and admire your strength and passion. You told me once that your life's ambition was to continue God's work here on earth. He has chosen you to just that because of the woman, wife, and mother that you are. Diane all of us have learned something from you and your family in the last 3 weeks; love, strength, and most of all, renewed faith in God.
Hugs & prayers,
Carol
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