Monday, December 15, 2008

from Uncle Brian

Powerless -

That's how we all feel. Our praying and supporting of Courtney's family helps alleviate some of that helplessness but we can only do so much.
I stood by Courtney's bed this afternoon and she was obviously in pain and uncomfortable. (the latter being a grand understatement). When I entered the room, Diane was "resting" in one chair while Craig was restless in the other. They maintain their constant vigil by Court's bedside and provide aid and comfort that no MD or RN could provide. (no slight to the champions in the TICU who've been caring for Court).
Not being able to touch Courtney, or being able to touch but not soothe, I left the hospital to cry in my truck, and then on and off on my way home to Uxbridge. This evening has been no different.
Courtney seemed to be crying at times. There is no doubt that she feels the presence of her mom and dad. At one point when Courtney's face was twisted with pain, Diane laid her head right next to Courtney's in a soothing embrace and Courtney's eyes closed and her face relaxed.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

(((((((((((Uncle Brian))))))))))))))