Joy exceeding all expectations

While Courtney was asleep I often prayed that God would touch her heart so that she would never be angry or bitter about the accident. I prayed that her heart would be filled with the love of Jesus so that she could know that faithful prayers answered by God had saved her life. Just as our prayers for healing continue to be answered so has that prayer beyond my wildest imagination. And while this may sound corny, experiencing Courtney's joyful 'rebirth' has been for me, like a glimpse into heaven. The peace that surpasses all peace and joy that overflows is what we have been blessed to experience with Courtney.

This past month at home with Courtney (along with being at her side every day during her hospitalization) is the greatest gift I've received next to her life being saved. Watching her "ooh and aahhh" over things we take for granted - strawberries, gelato, flowers, balloons, cotton candy, lava lamps, Providence Place, the ocean, boats, orange juice, the list goes on. Listening to her intently say "ooooohhh I looove ....." and then "Mommy, I know this might sound silly, but do you think I could have ...?" Unashamedly I admit to saying yes to everything!

Most touching has been her expressions of love toward the people in her life who have always been important to Courtney and especially to those who were by her side throughout her hospital stay.

So while not every moment is joyful, and to be sure there are still many struggles, I wanted to take this time to say again how very grateful our entire family is that I was able to spend this last month at home with Courtney. It has truly been a gift. Today we begin a new chapter in Courtney's recovery. While I am at work Courtey will continue her own important work of cognitive therapy, school work and physical therapy. The plan from now until late August is still being formulated but is becoming a little clearer each day. Courtney and I will continue to keep everyone updated about her progress (and struggles) during this time. She is very determined to be back in the classroom by September and I have no doubt that is exactly where she will be!
Thank God!!!!